Heeeeey Y'all!
Sorry I've been MIA for these past like two weeks.
I got home from school, and ever since I have not stopped for like a SECOND.
But Anyways.
I have like LOADS of pics still that I need to post from my photography hike, and after. I have at least [did the calculations] 420 pics to put up still.
wow.
Maybe more like 400, but then add the stuff that I took after the fact...... ughhhh well hold on a sec. Let's do a rough subtraction of the ones that were bad that I don't want to put up..... [and no this is not saying all my pics are good, but I still like to put most of them up because well just because I don't like a pic doesn't mean nobody else will. I've had pics that I've HATED go up here, and then like everybody favourites it haha] so let's make that 390. ok? but that's STILL excluding any pics I've taken since then. so *sigh* this is why I want devART to make a multi-uploader in the "submit deviation" area so you can just select the ones you want to upload into the library [not the gallery... just the little thumb library] and just let that work. also I think that devART needs to make that little thumb library visually larger. grrrrrrrr...
maybe if enough of us go to the suggestion forums and put it, they'll make that happen!
aaaaaaanyways.
So! Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince comes out tonight! [Well technically tomorrow, but I hopefully am gonna get to see it tonight!] Yay!
and so does the new Jonas Brothers album!!! I'm such a dork, but I'm so excited!! Teehee.
oooh also guess what!?!??!
I'm getting a professional camera!! Thanks to the lovely
*Ewa5
My dream of getting a good quality professional camera is coming true!!!
YAY!
Anyway, I'll get on those photo updates, if you guys wanna see 'em... rgh I wish there were an easier way...
anyway! [again]
If anybody has any suggestions for me or would just like to chat, lemme know, k?

xoxo
♥♥♥♥

Peace and Love



EDIT
wow do I feel like an IDIOT.
rofl.
HP6 does NOT come out tomorrow. It comes out a MONTH from tomorrow.
wow.
I'm dumb.

xoxo
♥♥♥♥

Peace and Love

Hey There
Ok, so I'm fully aware that it has been almost an entire year since I have been on... I have had no photos to post, and really nothing to say, not to mention no time to say it.
This journal is going to be short, as I am going to wrap the term up in a nutshell.
So, I got to the UofA
Started Well
First semester.... ended poorly
Second Semester Commences
Get sick every other week
Finals are coming up
Got a Kidney Stone
Am Petitioning for Retroactive Medical Withdrawal
Lots of Fun
In Summer School for Three Weeks [well two, now]
There you go! My whole year in a couple lines.
It's not like anybody reads my journal entries anyway, so there's really no point in elabourating!
Till next time!

xoxo

Peace and Love



EDIT
Hey y'all,
Even though I am fully aware that nobody reads these, I am going to throw this out there anyway.
Feel Free to peruse my wishlist!! I accept and appreciate any and all gifts!! I am moving into my first apartment in a few months, and I could really use some artwork! ^_^
So, if you could, help a gal out!
I just went through them all, and have determined that they are all fair game! So if you would be so kind, I would appreciate any help you are willing to give to decorate my apartment!
haha I know it sounds selfish, but hey, where's the harm in asking? tehe

Also... I recently updated my Avi... lemme know what y'all think, kay?

As always, Guys and Gals


xoxo

Peace and Love



EDIT
3000 PAGEVIEWS!!
Thank you so much you guys!!
I really appreciate it!! Please keep enjoying my work!
[and don't hesitate to buy any!] hahahaha
jkjkjk I mostly do this just for fun... but still.... haha
anyways
I really appreciate you guys looking at my photos and commenting!
thank you thank you thank you sososoo much!!

xoxo
♥♥♥♥

Peace and Love

~sportscaps


*spoonychick


~Bassie-PHX

Hey Everyone!
Haha I'm saying 'everyone' as if anyone actually reads my journals hahaha.
Anywaaay...
I'M IN COLLEGE!
I know... it's been THAT long since I've written a journal.
I go to the University of Arizona and am LOVING it
If nobody could tell, I was a little depressed before... no longer! I am happy now... For the most part anyway.
You know, I kinda miss it though... I dunno why.. But it doesn't matter, because I'm tired of people worrying about me.
My experience that I had at BA, the way it affected me and everything just made me that much stronger.. I think that now I'm a much more rounded human being and way more grounded and confident in myself. I have a shitload more self-confidence and I'm much more outgoing... this isn't all from being expelled from Brewster. Hell no!
It was more my entire experience there. It really made me break out of my shell.
For my Senior year, I was home and went to Beverly Hills High School. I made some CRAZAY friends [shoutout to Hanna and Julian and Madee and Sam and Bennett!] and had an AWESOME time... I had like NO homework, and the homework I DID have, I didn't do. Ex. I didn't hand in my Lit. final HA!... and now that I think of it, I wonder why I wasn't on dA more often... hmmmmmm
But whatever.
I'm a College girl now so of course that means party party party!
NOT!
DOODS I HAVE WORK!
But it's not that bad... it's mostly reading and SOME writing...... so far
lmao
but don't get me wrong... it's SOOO much nicer than High School... lessee... Mondays and Wednesdays [even though I have a 9:00 class] I have a THREE HOUR break in-between my first and second classes, and Tuesdays and Thursdays I don't have class until 2:00! Can you say XTREME SLEEP-IN?
So back to self-confidence... did I mention I was asked out by a 21-year-old, cute, British guy!?
mhm! No freakin lie!
I'm still on the MEDS but whatever... I just deal with it... WHATEVER, right?
OH
If anyone's curious about my summer... I had BUNION SURGERY! FUUUUN hahaha
I spent the WHOLE summer on my ASS watching TV and gaining WEIGHT! haha I fear I gained my Freshman 15 BEFORE I even started school!
[Hopefully now I don't gain ANOTHER 15 and I lose what I gained ]
But yeah... I miss people! So drop me a line, kay?
I still have to get a MESSLOAD of pix up, and I will do so

I can't really think of anything else to say at the moment, so I guess it's about time to wrap up


xoxo

Love and Peace

=StampsbyJen
YAY! she made this for mee! XD


*DeathByAlgebra
[Romeo, Romeo where for art thou, Romeo?]


*DeathByAlgebra
[sooo funny]

EDIT

ONE THOUSAND PAGEVIEWS!!!!!!!!!!!!
thank you all who viewed my page and commented and favourited my stuff!!
i love you all!!! XDXDXD


Hey guys,
So yeah, this is late and I haven't written in ages, but I've been wicked busy.
OK, so I don't go to BA anymore... bummer. Like no joke I'm like wicked depressed about it.
And if anybody's wondering, they asked me to leave on account of "emotional issues". haha
You see, I went through a mild depression during a piece of my time there [where did I put that damn X-ACTO???] haha
Actually no. I never cut... thought about it though lol
So they asked my MOTHER to move back with me... FUN
But after all of that, she and I were arguing and getting into fights etc. and so there you have it.
My last few weeks at BA in a nutshell.
Oh I miss it soooo much
I miss Liza [*DeathByAlgebra] and Margaret [~Darklilac9] and... well... everybody like, whoa.
I really have nothing happy to say so i'm just gonna leave it at this for now.
pax my luvvs



p.s.
I'll probably most definitely be editing this entry ^_^

p.p.s.
I have a bunch of photographs that I took while I was in NY...
I plan on putting them up as soon as I can come up with TITLES FOR THEM!
haha I've hit a creative rutt [like I could could be in more of a rutt than I was before] haha
But yeah... so I plan on getting those up ASAP

xoxo

love and peace

Featured Deviation[s]

*DeathByAlgebra
Yes, I know it's old, but what can I say? I it. Oh so so much


*zmorphcom
He drew this for me!!
haha it's really great!

OKay.
So yeah. Life still sucks haha. Seriously though...
I've been home for like hmm... since Saturday, so.... sunday, monday, tuesday, wednesday..... about four days now... and with the exception of the Christina Aguilera concert [yes, sounds lame, but she has an AMAZING voice... no fucking joke] which was admittedly AWESOME, ...

EDIT
CHRISTINA AGUILERA CONCERT
Okay. So we didn't even really know when the concert was. Someone else had bought the tickets, and hadn't even looked at them yet. So luckily we just happened to have eaten dinner with them that night [the 6th] and we were at their house [after dinner] and my mom and I kept bugging to find the damn tickets!
So they found the tickets.
The good news?
We found out when the concert was.
The bad news?
It started an hour and a half ago.
lol
So we rushed over to the Staples Center...
We got there just as she was coming on.
We didn't miss ONE SONG
Talk about luck.
lol.
Okay.
Back to why life sucks haha ^_^

[/end edit]




...everything SUCKS!!!!!!!
Yeah. Preeetty much.
So I still don't know if I'm going back to BA after break, but like I said in my last entry, I'm going back. I don't care what they say lol.
And fuck. Even if I end up not going back, I'm going somewhere.
ANYWHERE.
Oh!... and my doctor aforementioned [view previous entry] got a link to this site! so yeah... she pretty much saw EVERYTHING I wrote last time so yeah.
Life is pretty much a bag of SHIT
but whatever.
Fuck her.
and if you're reading this right now, Dr. Greisbach, FUCK YOU. yes... I SAID it. And you know what?
I'm only a little bit sorry... I don't even know why I'm at all sorry, but I guess that just comes with my nice nature. hahaha
but yeah.
I was supposed to go to arizona with ~pinkiswhatithink but yeah... that didn't work out because I have APPOINTMENTS
I have fucking appointments fucking right left and fucking center.
No fucking joke
Fucking doctors appointments
Appointments with fucking Audrey
Appointments with fucking shrink
Appointments apppointments appointments FUCKING APPOINTMENTS
Yes I'm saying fuck a lot..
I'm pissed.
haha.
but yeah.
so I ask my mom
"Hey mom are we or aren't we going to AZ to look @ U of A?"
And she goes
"Oh I don't know"
BUT SHE DID KNOW BECAUSE SHE HAD THESE APPOINTMENTS SCHEDULED A WEEK BEFORE I HAD ASKED HER!!!!!
so yeah.
I don't even know what to feel right now...
I'm just pissed.
Fucking life.
Fuck it.
idk
Audrey (my doc.), fucking asked me to take off my wristband because she thought that I'd fucking cut myself.
I was like
"Okay fine i'll take it off, but there's nothing there" like come fucking on!
And she's all
"Oh, well I just know that a lot of people who cut wear wristbands"
Like WTF
omfg
I'm sooo fucking pissed at life.
At her.
At my mom.
At Ms. fucking Shea.
And at whoEVER gave Audrey the link to this site!
And you know what?
It was probably someone I trust too!
Like Ms. Wehrung or Mrs. Hammond!!!!!!
So that pissed-ness probably won't last long at them because, well it can't. I can't be angry at either of them for too long
Plus, I realize that everything that they do is in my best interest, and they only do it because they care.
but still!!
What the FUCK!?!?!?!?!?!?
Whatever.
I hate life.
Fucking life.
Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
FUCK


EDIT
Fuck!
I'm fucking CRYING!!!!
WHAT THE FUCK!!!
I DIDN'T EVEN FEEL IT COMING!!!!!!
FUCKING FUCKFUCKFUCK!!!
WHY AM I CRYING!?!?!?!?!?
FUCKING LIFE
FUCKIN' A
I HATE LIFE
FUCK
FUCK
FUCKEROO
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK